Am I an Introvert or an Extrovert? from my overcrowded mind to yours... (sounds romantic)

I am Krishna, almost 20 (wow). Off topic but i like my name medium, not love love it, its good but, very common for a person like me who does not fit mostly anywhere. (nothing is off topic here i guess)

Am i an introvert? well thank you for asking. I would say that i am an introvert, but if you ask me on a deeper level, i don't like it when people define themselves or me in an introvert or extrovert manner. I mean does it really make sense? like are you telling me these past years the kind of alone i was feeling was because i am an introvert? because i liked to be alone? because i had no choice but to be alone while everyone had like a group of friends? or because i did not know how to talk to people? does answer of all these questions come into the category of an introvert?

And comparing this to myself right now, i don't feel alone, like i did past few years. Why? because now i have group of friends? because now i am not intimidated by anyone to go and talk to them? because i don't pity myself anymore? because i have changed as a person and gained a little confidence? because now it does not feel like a burden to go out? Does this mean i am extrovert now?

But if i am an extrovert, then what about the times when i can't choose between if i want to go out with my friends, or i want to stay home read my favorite book and have tea? what if i want both? what do i call myself if i have friends right now who will sit with me at my home and we are watching our favorite show sitting in a blanket, with snacks. I guess they have a term for this too, "the extroverted introvert" or "selectively extrovert depending on the friends".

Well i can go on and on and still won't know what to call myself, but i guess that's how this world works. You have to give terms and categories to your personality so others can define you. Well take my opinion, and just don't define anyone. The world will come up with a word for that too later lol.

If you don't know what you are, hi bestieee<3

Just be a happy, non judgemental person :)

Will see you in my next blog if anyone ever reads this lol.

is it too much if i write signing off, well who cares. Biee for now from

Kishu (i like to be called by this more) <3<3