Cloud9 and reality

  I wandered through a park  Where I would watch the sunset every day Where everything was loud Loud with laughter, loud with something I never had Loud with a group that called themselves "my people" I wandered and wondered  Where are "my people"? I wondered if it is a rare piece of happiness   I wondered why I didn’t deserve that happiness  So I walked out of the park I walked out of the place that was not for me  But then I turned around Tired of walking away from everywhere I wondered what would happen if I sat still in the park I sat and sat and sat until sunset I wondered if sunset was the only friend I will ever have I wondered "my people" would sit beside me and ask "would you watch sunset with us every day?" I looked around and there were people It was real, and just like that many years of wonder, took only one sunset  We watched many sunsets, and without exchanging any words we knew We knew we were each other's  "My people...

I am Krishna, almost 20 (wow). Off topic but i like my name medium, not love love it, its good but, very common for a person like me who does not fit mostly anywhere. (nothing is off topic here i guess) Am i an introvert? well thank you for asking. I would say that i am an introvert, but if you ask me on a deeper level , i don't like it when people define themselves or me in an introvert or extrovert manner. I mean does it really make sense? like are you telling me these past years the kind of alone i was feeling was because i am an introvert? because i liked to be alone? because i had no choice but to be alone while everyone had like a group of friends? or because i did not know how to talk to people? does answer of all these questions come into the category of an introvert? And comparing this to myself right now, i don't feel alone, like i did past few years. Why? because now i have group of friends? because now i am not intimidated by anyone to go and talk to th...